Time will only tell..

"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.
~ Unknown"

I thought the quote above was really beautiful and so I thought I would share it with all of you, my fellow bloggers. I hope it filled you with a bit of inspiration. And now for something perhaps a little sad, and could make you feel a bit edgy but I have to get it off my chest, and that's what this blog is for...so, Trust is a key to friendship. It's a key that opens the door of all laughter and happiness and through that door is where all your memories and secrets are stored, for life.

Well at least that's how it's meant to be isn't it? Sometimes I wonder. Last night, I got my promises broken, destroyed and smashed. I don't understand what I did to deserve it but I know it wasn't right for it to happen. The decision was theirs to make, and they made it. Nothing I can say or do can change what they have done now and to be honest if they were that kind of person last night, they were always that type of person and so I wouldn't want to be there friend now even if they got on there knees crawling back to me. I just have to move on..

Isn't the summer weather fabulous?
If you didn't pick that up as sarcasm then, you obviously haven't taken a look out of the window lately. Delightful huh? What is it with rain during these early summer days. This is the third occasion that I have arrived home dripping from head to foot. It's meant to be summer, I'm meant to be gaining a sun tan, but by the look of this weather I doubt that will be happening any time soon. But on the up side of things I finish my last exam tomorrow, eep! Which is a huge relief as I do not believe I would be able to make it through many more. The silence is deafening. I used that line during my English writing examination. Bit of an oxymoron there ;D But it also applies to all exams. Maybe it's just me but when I'm in a room filled with silence my head ticks over things that are around and about in my mind at that moment in time. Which ironically is enough to give me a headache, perfect. But today, luckily I didn't have to experience that really because I completed by exam within the time set and only had around ten minutes to kick back and relax before the invidulators snatched my exam paper away. I think I did pretty well, but my prediction may be wrong as I may in fact look at my results and see a big resounding F on the page, but hey, what's the harm in positive thinking.

Well above is pretty much my day, that's all I did. Which is pretty sad really. This is what is getting me thinking about what is going to happen in the summer when I don't have the occupying hours of school. I know I'll just turn up for sixth form next September probably huge because that's what I chose to fill the time with, eating.

As I now lie here on my bed I look up at the pictures around my walls and I begin to remember the times in which I have had during these last 4-5 years. They have been amazing. I feel like when I leave school I will loose all this. I know I'm already going back for sixth form, but it's not going to be the same. I will not experience the same things as I did during my years of 7-11 and I am really going to miss them. I really hope that I don't loose touch with any of my closest friends because that will just tear me up. Doing this blog and reading others keeps me in contact with those I am already falling away from. It helps me understand what is going on in their life but also I know how they are feeling and such. So if you are reading this, make sure you do keep blogging because I do enjoy reading them :)

Well, I'm feeling pretty tired now actually and this blog has been quite depressing so for that I apologise but I'm sure I'll be writing another one of these beauties soon and for your benefit I'll make sure it's a happy one ;) All the things I have shared with you today may not even happen so I guess time will only tell...

Sleep tight now :) x