So this is the website everyone seems to be falling head over heels for, well, at least all their MSN personal messages seem to be suggesting so.
I didn't actually know what to call this blog, and to be perfectly honest with you I still don't, right now my mind is constantly circling with thoughts, many of which do not make sense in my own mind, let alone yours. So I won't bore you with the details, however I won't let you go away empty handed, seeing as this will be a little insight to my life.
I am sure you will all share the experience of waiting till midnight for that special 0:00 to appear in the right hand side of your computer screen to finally declare that you are one whole digit older than what you were around 5 seconds ago, am I right? So being like the majority of us, I wait until that sacred hour with some of my most beloved friends and wait until that minute hand finally reaches the top of the clock. So yeah if you hasn't have already guessed yesterday I finally turned the "big" sixteen, which in my mind does not really amount to anything at all, sure you are now legal to have a sexual relationship with someone, and you are able to purchase a lottery ticket - but I'd rather not waste money on a piece of paper that is going to have no use in the future whatsoever. Reputation and the Media make out "sweet sixteen" as being so precious and such a big deal. But in reality most of us are not going to feel any different when those clocks strike midnight are they? Correct me if I'm wrong but I don't believe it's anything to start getting excited over. Don't get me wrong I had an tremendous day; I got everything I had wished for and also some quality time with friends in which I am grateful for. The ending was as nearly as dissapointing as the beginning, but I won't go into that for now.
It's strange how many people will enter your mind and leave again in your lifetime. Some will stay and always become a memory and others will fade into the deep corners of your head, but never quite forgotten. It's also perculiar that you get attached to the most unlikely of people. They leave imprints in your heart and inspire you to become who you actually want to be and not try and become the latest size 0 model that we see on our television screens. Today, I become touched by someone who I thought wouldn't be hard to let go off, but I guess I thought wrong. What they said today really made a difference to the aspects and ideas that I had already had in my head. I think differently now, and for the better. Hopefully you have someone like this, someone you can look up and think "I want to be like them" and if you don't then I'm sure there will be someone somewhere along this lifeline. Now that I have got thinking about it, the word "friend" is used too loosely in today's society. Someone who you have met for about five minutes, is not your friend, someone who you have maybe met once, is not your friend. A friend cares for you, takes the time to put themselves out and look after you, and above most, they make you smile. This may seem a melodramatic short essay, but a blog is a place where your thoughts and feelings should be displayed, and this is why I am here.
Until next time my loves
Mia Wheeler
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Thursday, 14 May 2009
Published by Miaa at 1:28 pm
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1 comments:
I love it. Such a really well thought out, deep first blog. I look forward to future blogs. :)
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